Alone

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Alone

Am I destined to be alone?
I feel utterly and completely alone.
I have a boulder on my shoulders,
That is getting to hard to hold.
The pressures of living are taking their toll.
Blades are calling my name once again.
And this time I fear they will win.
My veins ache to be free.
Yet something won’t allow them to bleed.
My burden is too hard to carry.
My life seems to have no purpose.
So what do I do now?
Where do I go from here?
I admit I have a problem,
But how do I solve it?
Will therapy help this time?
Will medication cure what ills me?
Or will everything fail?
My life has come full circle.
Is this a punishment of some sort?
If so, what did I do to deserve it?
I haven’t killed anyone,
Or have I unknowing?
Is my life cursed?
Or am I just depressed?
Am I crazy?
Or just disturbed?

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Louise commented on Alone

06-29-2009

All of us want to be loved. There will always be someone for you. I think you are too hard on yourself. Stop being so hard on yourself. You young and have a lot to give, but you must believe im yourself. Very emotional poem.

Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion.

T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

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