god help me

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i wrote this a long time ago about an ex bf of mine

god help me

you look at me tell me your in love with me then you turn around and hurt me people in love arnt sopost to do that
how do you think i feel do you think im heart broke
do you thnk the next day my heart is going to be healed up like a little fairy came along and taped it up
yeah no that never happend i have to fix my heart on my own because you dont have the bawls to make me feel better you dont have the balws to look into my eyes and say im sorry babe it was my fault
now i have to deal with the pain of people asking me whats wrong are you ok
sorry hun but im not ok and i never will be this fake smile will always be worn on my face cuz it will no longer be real i cant smile i cant do anything
my body is slowly shutting down and all you can do is look at me and tell me to get better because its hurting you
ummmmmmm wow
like im not hurting my heart is shattered and it would be nice if you could help me put it back together i promise i will forgive you because i love you too much not too 
 
 

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UnworthyFather commented on god help me

06-20-2009

Great poem, ilymanny. I can feel your pain and numbness through your lines. Just want you to know that you are precious, and it is not your fault. Thanks for sharing. Your friend, Marcus

The true philosopher and the true poet are one, and a beauty, which is truth, and a truth, which is beauty, is the aim of both.

Ralph Waldo Emerson, American Poet (1803-1882)

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