RICHIE

I have one wish
as i stand on my rooftop
in the pouring rain
with lightning striking all around me
thunder crashing breaking the earth beneth my feet
i cant tell if my face is drenched from the rain or from my river flowing tears
as i scream
I LOVE YOU
im soaked from head to toe
i wish i had you in my arms
memories come back and they flood my mind
playing in the snow
throwing leaves
dancing around in the rain
laying in the grass watching the sun set
then
watching the stars float across the sky
waiting
for the sun to come back and kiss our skin gently to tell us good morning
the videos that we made
the jokes that were told
the secrets that were shared
your my insperation
the impact you made will forever live on
you always taught me to stay strong
and do my best
im doing everything for you
just know
i still play in the snow when im alone
i still throw a few leaves around
i always spin around in the rain as if i were in your arms again
i still watch the sun set so i can have it kiss me in the morning
i still watch the videos we made
i will forever remember our jokes
and our secrets will remain untold
its still me and you
im going to live everyday for you
everyday will be lived to its fullest
i will let you live with me forever
the drugs took you over
she stole your heart and ran away with it
then she threw you on the floor and the only thing in your reach was your gun
and you picked it up
you promised me you would never do anything with it
you called and i wasnt home to talk to help you
so you took your life in front of her
she watched you bleed wiuthout one pleed
you tremble on the floor now your gone
i cant wait till im giving my beautiful wings
so i can fly up to you and hold you in my arms again
look at you tell you how much i missed you and that i love you
.......
im getting off the roof now i will be back tomorrow
to make one more wish to you