shes always gone

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    shes always gone

     she was always teased at school
    but she put it behind her & hid her pain
    her parents scream in her face
    throw her on the floor and beat her
    her best friend was shot and killed in a drive by
    now she has no one
    her dad usted to be her best friend
    but he didnt care he left her alone and cold
    now hes an abusive drunk
    if he only knew what her step-dad does to her when her moms drunk and passed out
    when she went to her brothers house guys were always trying to rape her she couldnt get away
    god she was always so hurt
    she started doing drugs just to fit in ...
    now shes an addict and cant stop
    she got fed up with all the teasing,abuse,her best friend dieing, her dad leaving, her step-dad, and her addiction
    so she killed herself
    and the sad thing is now her parents realize how much they really wanted her now her dad is clean he no longer drinks
    he wanted to be with her he got help so he could be there for her
    but it was too late
    she was unwanted so now shes gone

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    Chaos128 commented on shes always gone

    06-23-2009

    There are people who validate their own worth by the pain they can inflict on others. A terrible truth, but part of the world we live in. When you take away their ability to inflict pain by making them invalid in your mind, you'll find that they become invalid in reality, and their ability to substantiate their worth through your pain will be eliminated - Sigmund Chaos
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    Chaos128

    06/23/2009

    ilymanny, for God's sake please delete the dumb-ass comment I wrote. I wince every time I think about it.

    soulwriter commented on shes always gone

    06-21-2009

    She's gone, you're here - I don't know where your life's story lines are drawn when expressing these words, however you are writing with a wounded voice and the reader is listening --- true friends hear, and strangers aren't all strange, some can help, if only by listening and encouraging. You get a 10 from me just for having the inner strength to put these feelings down in recorded form. Whether this be your story or someone near, keep writing - write on!
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    connsk8 commented on shes always gone

    06-21-2009

    I know what it feels like to want poeple to love you and realize what a treasure they have in you and don't even know it, you know it, that is what is important, you take care of you, you shine on in spite of the darkness that surrounds you, don't let it take your spirit that is you, that is what makes you special, the rest of your life, the rest of the world is not like what you are trapped in now, and you will shine, your time will come to be all that you can be, because their darkness is not you...beautiful passion with the pain...keep writing, keep fighting...
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    ilymanny

    06/21/2009

    yeah it was hard but now life has got so much better i go to a new school where everyone loves me and i have reformed my whole life and thank you for being here and commenting my work :)

    UnworthyFather commented on shes always gone

    06-19-2009

    Ilymanny, I can feel the deep pain and anguish that is so vividly portrayed here. Your lines are filled with a longing to be loved, and to be understood. To be a part of this social structure called family. I am so truly sorry for your pain, and I want you to know that Jesus loves you. I love you. I am always here. Thank you for sharing your innermost being. 10 Marcus
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    jademelissa74 commented on shes always gone

    06-19-2009

    What a painful portrait. I hope that this is only a portrait and not real. You are a very talented young woman. You remind me of my daughter, she is fifteen like you :)) God bless you!
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    Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion.

    T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

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