my never ending war

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    this is about when i had an eating disorder and i couldnt see how i really looked in the mirror i was in the hospital for 3 months after this because i was really sick and i was underweight but now im 120 pounds and im eating healthy ive never felt better about myself and i think i look beautiful in the mirror now

    my never ending war

    I cant win this war with the mirror
    it taunts me and screams in my face UGLY
    it wants me to be miserable
    i want to break every mirror on this earth
    it tells me "kendyl take the food away you will be pretty look stunning and you will be skinny"
    so ..... my addiction comes back and if i do ............
    well then comes the late night purgeing
    i wait for everyone to go to sleep
    so they dont hear me puke then cry
    people tell me your so skinny i wish i looked like you your beautiful and you cant look better
    BUT I SEE DIFFRENT .
    my mirriors make me look ugly and fat
    someday i will see myself the way other people do skinny and beautiful
    but for now .........
    i cant win this war with the mirror

    aug 25th 2008

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    ShadowRider01 commented on my never ending war

    06-21-2009

    Well done:) excect i think that you should not care about what others think of you. The only person that can tell you mean things is yourself no one else, but thats what i think. I am also at war except its with my alter ego. Anyway its good that you fould your way;)
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    ilymanny

    06/21/2009

    they were telling me good things i was saying BAD things but im sorry about that i hope u get it strightend out

    Artie commented on my never ending war

    06-21-2009

    I've had to deal with this in my past several times from women I've dated. A person's self image can be a very powerful thing. There is no telling how far someone will go to meet that image. I'm glad you have found your way through it. 10 from me...
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    ilymanny

    06/21/2009

    im sory that you also had to go through it and im glad i rached it too self image is very powerful and i almost died from it cuz it was so powerful but i overcame i hope that you have or you will i use my poems to help people that are in the position that i used to be in so they know that they can make it and it will get better

    Poetry is when an emotion has found its thought and the thought has found words.

    Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

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