I love him so dearly,
But I'm no longer in love.
I'm trying to get through this,
But my heart won't budge.
My heart guides my mind.
My mind guides my body.
I need to unwind,
But who will stand by me?

My soul says to leave him.
He doesn't have enough time.
I need so much affection,
Someone that's all mine.
I don't want to hurt him,
But I feel I have to go.
As hard as we're trying,
It's just not working anymore.

He has my heart, mind, body, and soul,
But he doesn't give me what I need.
I just don't feel whole.
For months, I've been fronting
Like I'm happy and okay,
But, honestly, I'm hurting
Day after day.

He tells me that he loves me
And I'm the love of his life.
He even wants, later on,
To make me his wife.
He says he wants to be with me,
But from his actions, I can't tell.
Being with him
Is like being in hell.

I'm trying to be with him.
I'm trying to make it work.
I want to leave so badly,
But I don't want him to hurt.