Vacancy

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    Vacancy
    Letting in this park feeling so helpless
    Time to move on
    Vacant lot is a future 
    Vacancy for my mind
    There seems to be no way
    Never mind it know what you'll say
    It's ok life goes on
    But medically I'm falling apart
    The mornings rip me apart
    The beating rumble of my heart
    Simply pains so please just give up
    On me, time to release you all
    From the burden that is me
    I'll find my way crawling in a depression 
    Feeding my fears with insecurity
    Feeling so helpless
    Wish i could be
    Everything you can see
    As apart of me
    But inside
    My pain feels like someone's constantly gripping me
    It's hard to breathe
    The fractures although stable
    Feels bruised , my days end with laying there 
    Wondering about how I
    Can't keep up
    Alone and lonely
    The housework is compiling
    All the while so are my injuries
    I hide it and pretend that I'm ok
    But I know you don't really care cos it shows
    Just tell me what you expect and don't throw away my life cos you can't see far enough to have empathy the understanding just left out the door  and I think I'm next so what can I do but prepare with every step you entail 
    To ruin my life
    When setting me up to fail
    I give up you win
    I don't have anything I could say
    When I know your not listening anyway
    If you were you'd have more to say than simply okay
    Letting in this park feeling so helpless
    Time to move on
    Vacant lot is a future 
    Vacancy for my mind
    There seems to be no way
    Never mind it know what you'll say
    It's ok life goes on
    But medically I'm falling apart
    The mornings rip me apart
    The beating rumble of my heart
    Simply pains so please just give up
    On me, time to release you all
    From the burden that is me
    I'll find my way crawling in a depression 
    Feeding my fears with insecurity
    Feeling so helpless
    Wish i could be
    Everything you can see
    As apart of me
    But inside
    My pain feels like someone's constantly gripping me
    It's hard to breathe
    The fractures although stable
    Feels bruised , my days end with laying there 
    Wondering about how I
    Can't keep up
    Alone and lonely
    The housework is compiling
    All the while so are my injuries
    I hide it and pretend that I'm ok
    But I know you don't really care cos it shows
    Just tell me what you expect and don't throw away my life cos you can't see far enough to have empathy the understanding just left out the door  and I think I'm next so what can I do but prepare with every step you entail 
    To ruin my life
    When setting me up to fail
    I give up you win
    I don't have anything I could say
    When I know your not listening anyway
    If you were you'd have more to say than simply okay

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