Life without you

Friendships after high school are not easy. Everyone is growing up-growing apart-meeting new people and having new adventures without you. In the end, they just forget about you. You both end up fighting for something that just isn't there anymore. You can just feel the distance when you're together; the feeling that you are two completely different people. Although you do not want to give up on this friendship and person, but the pain and sadness is just so overpowerful. You try to understand with everything they are going through, but there isn't enough time for you anymore. You sit at home doing nothing because you have no one and nothing to live for while they are off living life with their new best friends forgetting you. Some days are better than others, but there are more bad then good. What to do is all I think about when it comes to you.