My Fading Soul
Dark nightmares and crimson stains decorate my roomI'm consumed with dark gloom
I long for the cold dark tomb
I'm stupid is what everyone does assume
I'm lost in this black dark doom
I bleed where I am
Listening to MY CHEM
And it's me everyone does condemn
I live within doom
Always lost in the gloom
My demons surround me
The dark is all I see
The darkness has consumed me
I sit in a puddle of blood
And I watch the floor begin to flood
On my skin the crimson steeps
Into me death creeps
My razor feels really good
Just like it should
I think of death
And my final breath
I cut my skin
And the crimson blood bleeding begins
In death I'll win
I've been consumed by the darkness an demons within
No one knows where I've been
Everyday the demons haunt me
And to the razor I'm a devotee
From my life I will escape
From my pain and life I want to flee
The crimson scars on my wrists are my glee
My death is a guarantee
So let me drown in my bloody crimson sea
My life is really bad
I'm never ever glad
Living is too painful to bare
And no one does care
I'm dieing from my despair
My life's unfair
My mistakes I can't forgive
I'm gonna die anyways...... Why live???
My mind drives me insane
I'm in a lot of pain
I can't stand living any longer
Death will make me stronger
I stare blankly at my bloody walls
Ignoring all your calls
I need to die
I hear you cry
You can't stop me...... So don't fucking try,
Into the dark I'm fading
Myself I'm hating
I lift the razor and press so deep
You continue to weep
As the blade digs in my veins
I'm bleeding out all my many pains
You can't see past my crimson stains
My blood remains
Crying the tears of pain is the rain
A bleeding storm is born
MY life they'll soon mourn
Loud thunder yells in hte sky
I'm gonna die
My pain I never did tell
I was an empty shell
In darkness I did dwell
This is my farwell
My pain was like an endless spell
The reazor is trapped inside my fragile skin
This blade is my sin
this world I'm filally leaving
My life is crimson blood stained
In the darkness I've been detained
My blood it has rained
But my suicide will not be unexplained
Until the end my deep and dark suffering remained
Where are we???
What the fuck is wrong with me???
Living is not what I want to be
Why do I feel madder???
The fucking antidepresents are making me sadder.
And I'm falling off this slippery ladder
My heart is shattered
My dark crimson blood will splatter
I hated listening to your chatter
My soul has been tattered...
I've been so abused
By everyone I've been misused
I'm so confused
Out of me my blood is oozed
My life is what I refuse
I'm lost under a dark black cold lonely drape
This life I need to escape.
So get my death on tape
Too many times I've been raped
With my death my life will be reshaped.
Seeing my pain I wish you would
But in my death I'll feel good
In my life I was so misunderstood
And now I'm fading away from my life.
There were too many problems and so much strife
My razor blade is my sharp deadly knife
Now everything is black
With myselfe, I was under attack
There is no light
Only the dark night
My death feels right
I'm dying tonight
I write this as I die
Please don't cry
Good bye..............
You never cared anyways
I'm lost in the dark haze
My life was a fucking blaze
And now I'm dying
This is where my bloody body will be lying
In death I'll be sighing
I'm finally dead
And I now see what's ahead.......................................
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