Disappear

Why say they love you and never mean the word?
Knowing that your heart is fragile from the others
This to me is so completely absurd

This last one was good to his credit
He made me a believer with a silver tongue
Looking back, I really should have edit

His ex tried to warn me
Of course I didn't listen
He told me she was just crazy

A silver tongue this man surely had
Taking full advantage of my heart
A heart that has seen it's fare share of sad

Bad enough to make my heart hurt
His timing impeccable, with my boy leaving this week
He really knew how to make me feel like dirt

I didn't let him break my heart
My birthday this weekend
Someone already had a headstart

An anniversary of the day I wasn't adored
Spending it alone as usual
Must make someone feel like she really scored

So he just added more fuel to the fire
Saying goodbye when he did
A coward and a liar

Why do they think we'll believe the lies?
Why do they think they are different?
Steak is not burger and fries...

In case you're reading this, you didn't get the best of me
You never saw that side to get it
You only got what I allowed you to see

So the tears I shed this week are not over you
My blood has wrecked me
Did a much better job then you could ever do

I always knew I'd end up alone
I've heard this song and dance by better
You're not even a bad clone

So take your sorry self and disappear into thin air
I have enough pain to deal with this week
Don't think for a moment that I even care!

Dori 20aug09