Seperate me

What do you see when you look at me? Is all you want is to pleasure me? You belong to another! I could'nt possibly fulfill you completely.
You don't know you, how can you know me? You see what you want to see, but honestly is it really me? You hide from everything and run holding your fear. I say once and for all step out of that shadow and stand tall!
  As for you, I don't even knpw where to begin. My life has been long, as you know from the days. I've leaned and braced myself against you like a stone wall to hold me up. The needs deep inside were craving terribly. In satisfied the security. The touch reached deeper that day in peaceful air. I know what will happen and its expected to be. I dont' know that my eyes are not blinded so that I can not see. And in truth be tild. I've always turned a blind eye and let you be... It's easier for me.
   I'm mixed and split with all thses emotions deep bubbling inside. Looking for clarity and understanding. I'm pulled in so many directions. I'm afraid I'm going to explode.
Then, what will happen when I'm standing here alone?