Dear Sister

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  • Ash212
  • "So let's get back to when everything seemed perfect. Not a worry in the world, tell me was this all worth it? I get what I want so everyone's always judging me.I'm not afraid of anything, I've got the whole world in front of me" All I want By A Day To Remember <3

Dear Sister

You don't see the cuts on my arm,
The Carved words begging...
Take me home.
Take me home.
You don't hear me crying
because I never let you close enough to know.
I'm here but I never feel alone.
He makes me safe and warm.
Am I strong enough to stay?
I miss you,
I miss you all
But Jessi even pain doesn't have to show.
I wish I could take him home to you.
Introduce him to my sister,
My life,
My other half
but instead I cry.
I can't tell you the truth
But I refuse to lie
So I take the knife,
Put it to my wrist and try not to break.
Inside slowly,
I'm losing you.
Slowly I've begun to die.
I'm loosing the world,
The life it took us so long to make.

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