so, after so long, it comes down to this
as i have stated many times before, life isnt bliss
today i recived the news of my departure
with eyes wattery, i feel my heart rupture

ive sworn to you, that i shall say
ill keep my promise, wether be night, or day
only you, my heart, my life
now, as before, i can only dream of you as my wife

once again, and for all, i leave the dating game
im tired of the lose, the emotion, the pain
either you be mine, one day far away
or, i shall remain heartless. never again to feel love's sway

fear not, i wont follow you, but i will wait
if you no longer love me, then ill live my fate
i am still your sword, still your sheild
until you want me, no emotion will i yeild

i am devotion, your loyal servant
my pain, forever ill endure it
i knew our love was too good to be true
no one could guess, no one knew

again, i shall put up my lie
my "im ok, ill be alright"
i gave you my word, im yours forever
your love, ever again will i feel? maybe never

i wont look for you, i wont tame
if you want me, come re-claim
if you no longer desire my love
then just forget about me my dove

you think your not worth it, not worth the wait
when you have everything infront of you, im compared as bait
maybe you dont love me, as much as before
but you can still reel me in, like fish to lure

so, once again i leave the dating game
tired from my life, my feelings, my pain
once again i am just a shell
once again, i return to my own hell

as i said many years ago
im destined to be alone
forever in black and solitude
forever, burning in the darkest of moods

Until you return
My Love...