Unsure

All these unsure feelings and thoughts building up inside me.
Choking off my air supply.
Everything's become so fuzzy.
Am I going the right way or did I make a wrong turn?
Are all the decisions I make mistakes?
How can I rewind time to make it all better?
All this confusion in my heart is ripping me apart.
I can feel the knife piercing through my skin.
I can see the blood flowing from my wrists onto the floor.
I can feel my mind and heart growing farther apart.
I hate not knowing what to do or where to go.
All I feel is fear.
Fear of not being able to make up mind.
All I wanted was simplicity.
Now this knife is showing how unsure I am of everything.
How do I get rid of these unsure feelings?
All this unsureness is eating me alive.