-I am A Liar-
I am a liar.
I sell my lies to anyone who will listen;
and I hope everyone will buy it.
I tell them complete lies
and I look them right in their faces while I do it...
"I'm good, and the kids are great!"
<(tilt head and smile)>
"No, we'll be fine, don't worry about us; we're ok..."
Lies, lies, lies...
Complete fucking lies...
I wonder when I will have the balls to be honest and tell the truth:
That we're NOT ok.
That life at the moment sucks for us.
That each day is a struggle and that no end is in sight.
That my kids wake up screaming.
That I stay awake for days at a time becuase I know I can't protect them if I am asleep.
That we are all not the people we used to be...
But since everyone thinks we're ok they leave us alone.
They don't pry, and that's why I do it.
I am a liar but also a good mother.
I lie to protect us; my kids, myself and our hearts.
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