Abusive Monster
Bruises, Hitting. Slam me to the pole bruising my shoulder, my neck is that all. Is this the suffering? I deserver to feel? I made others suffer. This is how it feels. The pain of being hit, through into a walls. I use to think I was a monster. But now its clear to all. To see you’re the monster. Worse than I am. You see I never hit anyone. Like you beat me in the end. I use to blame myself. For the pain you put me through. But it wasn’t my fault it was all you. It was your fault I cryed even bleed in the end. But I’m smiling because you get what you did. Then your leader found out and now your dead. He’s pissed hitting a girl. You think about how stupid you’ve been. Your stupid abusive monster. I can’t believe we were friends. I’m better. I never deserved to have these scarsAbusive Monster
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- SweetBlood
- Wasn't it beautiful running wild 'till you fell asleep? 'Till the monsters caught up to you
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IBindThee commented on Abusive Monster
06-22-2009
- Never let one hurt you sweetheart! You do not deserve that. Stand strong and your life can become better!
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SaintStoney commented on Abusive Monster
06-17-2009
- One day.. All the exterior wounds will heal, It will be a reminder of why he is gone now, and your still here. Great writing, But I am sorry that it had to come from abuse.
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connsk8 commented on Abusive Monster
06-17-2009
- Sad world yours is, I went to Neshaminy Langhorne High school years ago, lived in Trevose, practically next door to you and never had to live with that kind of teen-age years, course I was only there for two years and then graduated and moved on, as I hope you can in life and find far better things for yourself...keep your feelings, don't ever let anyone take those away from you..if you can feel, you are alive...
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SilverGirl commented on Abusive Monster
06-17-2009
- Emotional scars.. far worse than those of the flesh.. I am glad you see it was not your fault. but that of the monster. Stay strong.. keep writing.. I know it is a form of self therapy for you.. as it is for me.. Hugs and love.. SilverGirl
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