All This Time

  I'm fighting to hold on,
I feel it slipping away..
  A new chapter, new song,
New prayer everyday..
  What can I say..
,

  Yet I continue to hold,
My hands now bleed..
  I'm always yearning for more
And it's not out of greed
  Shall I proceed..


  See.. You're my very life line,
The air I breathe..
  But no matter how much i stress mine,
You find it hard to believe
  You fingers point at me..


  Like I'm the devil,
I wear no disguise..
  My feelings are real,
Take a look in my eyes
  And if you find trouble there,
Send a prayer to the sky..
  How can you deny..


  Deny the fact,
That this is truth..
  You place blame on me,
When in  reality it's you..
  Your heart is transparent,
I see right through..
  Damn.... What do I do..


  Heavenly father,
Take away the pain..
  I know you give me strength,
but.. is it enough to maintain..
  I don't want to hurt anymore,
Everyday is a strain..
  Am I to blame..


  I gave  her what she wanted,
On top of her needs..
  I kissed  the ground she walked,
Put her before me..
  And now my eyes are open,
Clearly I see..
  All of this time,
She's been cheating on me...