Memory Lane

         I remember hearing your cries, through the wall when I was a kid
                     The struggles, and the wonders of why life is
                  So harsh, to the ones who deserve so much more
               I never got an answer, as I cureled in a ball on the floor

            I remember having to light candles, because we had no lights
                 And the Kerosine heater, to keep us warm at night
               Rice and eggs for dinner, I remember your fake smiles
             Trying to warm the room, your love was tender and mild

              I remember your kiss, before you sent me off to school
        Even when knowing that when I hit the streets, I would act a fool
                  Fighting all the time, mom you didn't raise a punk
         Remember showing me how to build a bike, out of pieces of junk

               I remember you told me, to always protect my sisters
        And no matter what people said about me, to ignore their whispers
                You always told me, to chase the thing I want in life
                And when i talk to people, to look a  man in the eyes

       I remember how men mistreated you, constantly breaking your heart
            Even though I was young I understood, and it tore me apart
               I remember the good, the bad, and all that was for us
                    This is my dedication to you, Merry christmas