What We

        Past. present, and future, I cherrish  it all.. Remembering the days, i held up this wall.. for protection, since I've been hurt in the past.. Wondering to myself, it this will really last.. Women hating hard, because them i didn't choose.. Well that's just showing you weren't woman enough, to fill those shoes.. I paid my dues.. So now my quest, is simply to be happy.. Yea i turned my back, you didn't want me when you had me.. you wanted to play games, accuse me of shit.. Well there's only so much, I'm willing to deal with.. Now in her, i found a little peace.. Enough to chill, relax, and finally release.. All of the bullshit, i once held in.. Yea i took a few losts, but I'll take it on the chin.. Because now i smile, my heart she holds.. A warmness covers me, i feel no cold.. I can talk with her, laugh, play a few games.. Only realizing, the rest of my past was lame.. What a shame.. But hey who am I to say.. With her I can smile, even when i'm mad.. And at night I lay and cherish,what we have and let go of the past..