No Poem, just a Quick Life Update


  • ImStillHere
  • Hey guys. I know it’s been a long while... But I just wanted to tell you guys that I’m having my first child! Due Dec 28th!

No Poem, just a Quick Life Update

In 12 days, I’ll be giving birth to a daughter. My first child. I’m honestly as excited as I am terrified. Her name will be Catriona Gwendolyn. 

I dont know how many people on here are friends with me on Facebook, but I got married two years ago. Unfortunately, it doesn’t seem to be a lasting marriage. I really don’t know. We are both hurting in our own ways and neither of us knows how to fix ourselves currently.

im going to therapy now, for PTSD due to some of my childhood. Haha, if anyone looked at my old poems, they would’ve probably caught that a little sooner, rather than later. But anyways, I’m doing better on that front. Just trying to stay mentally healthy a day at a time, for my daughters sake.

I miss all of you guys. I’m sorry I don’t write as much as I used to. But with my job it’s been difficult. I try to come on every few months and see how people are doing, so don’t hesitate to send me a message on here! 


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Worthless commented on No Poem, just a Quick Life Update


Well congratulations. Enjoy her while she is young😇. On your marriage situation, it takes work. It’s not easy. It’s like a job if you don’t work on it every day, it will fail. Main thing is to put God first in your life and in his and ask for help and go to counseling for the both of you. No marriage will work without God, communication and love. You have to respect each other and trust each other. Talk about your issues, don’t let them escalate. It will only get worse and buiild up to hatred. You don’t want your children to grow up in a broken home. You wanna fix the problems while she is young. You also don’t want to stay together just because of the kids because it will be much much much worse for everyone. But with God, communication and love, it should work out if it’s meant to be. You are young my. I wish I was again. I’m 36 I think now. You can take my advice or leave it. As I am a single Mother and wish I had more kids right now I have only a 7 yr old and I have never been officially married but know by numerous experiences and advice from married people and my own beliefs. Plus technically I was just not by governments standards. I was with my ex 11 yrs. so it should count for something other then he was a complete jack ass.... anyways please ask God for help and talk to your husband. Try to come to an understanding

nam1292 commented on No Poem, just a Quick Life Update


Congrats Love! Life always catches up all of us. Just keep pushing and never give up

jj1562 commented on No Poem, just a Quick Life Update


Congratulations on the baby. And I don't write much eaither. Between adulting and getting real help for my own PTSD I don't wrote as much as I used to. Good job on starting therapy. PS if your therapist sucks get a new one. There are dozens in a city keep searching til you find the right one.

In science one tries to tell people, in such a way as to be understood by everyone, something that no one ever knew before. But in poetry, it's the exact opposite.

Franz Kafka (1883-1924) Czech writer.

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