Because Of You
If I make a slit today,
Please forgive me
When I'm on my way,
I know what I'm doing and,
How it's done
My conscience is clean
And so's the gun.
Yes I'm nervous and excited
My eyes are blurred
And my hand is shakin'
Father, I don't mean to hurt no one
Only myself
For what had happened
With me and you
Now my life had taken a twist,
A wrong turn,
I would have turned around
If I knew it would have turn out like this
But I don't know where to go.
Now I hate myself
For what we had become
Why does my heart gotta rip in two?
Why does it gotta be because of you?
I love you
And I know you feel the same
So why'd you have to hurt me so bad?
You say we are meant to be.
You say we'll work it all out and it'll be fine
How can you say you feel the same as I do?
When you're with her
You say you want her NOW.
But not forever.
You say you want ME forever.
You say she's just to get you by.
I can change my mind about you
But I can't change my heart.
They say follow your heart not your mind
So why try to change your mind
When your heart wants otherwise.
God, please help me find my way,
If you can't help me,
Then forgive me for being lost.
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