Please
Why do I hate myself?
Why can’t I just be good?
Why should I try,
To be what no one could?
I hate everything about me,
From my head to my feet,
Why can’t I stop?
My soul feels like concrete.
I don’t like to hate me,
But it’s in everything you say,
It’s in everything I do,
In every single way.
I don’t do anything right,
Everyone knows I don’t,
I know I try,
Even when you think I won’t.
I want to try again,
To keep this promise to you,
But what if I don’t?
And what if I do?
What if everything fails,
What will you say?
What will happen,
When this all blows away?
I know I’m horrible,
And not good enough too,
I just wish there was some way,
To prove myself to you.
I can try to be good,
But everyone knows I’m not,
I can try to do this,
Just give me another shot.
Call me on my phone,
Or talk to me online,
Do something to make contact,
It doesn’t cost a dime.
I thought we were doing good,
I was so happy these last few days,
I was starting to trust you again,
In so many different ways.
I feel like such a bad person,
Like everyone knows I am,
You agreed with me,
But why should anyone give a damn?
There’s no need for this,
I just want to forget it and move on,
We can be happy forever,
As long as you’re never gone.
Please trust me again,
And talk to me too,
Don’t hate me please,
You know I love you.
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