Shadowed
I live my life in the shadows keeping to myself,
But every now and then
I like to go and have fun with my friends.
Afterwards,
I return to my pathetic little life of being a nobody.
Of being the only one who knows how I truly feel.
When I want to be heared,
There is no one with ears to listen.
When I want to be seen,
There is no one with eyes to see me.
When I want to be spoken to,
There is no one with a mouth to speak.
When I want to be loved,
There is no one with a heart to love me.
When I want to be taught,
There is no one with the knowledge to teach me.
My family tells me every day that they are there for me when I want to talk,
But when I do,they don't listen.
They gave me life, and I can take it away.
I just feel like nobody cares about how i feel,
Or what happens to me.
I feel that if I died tomorrow,
That no one would notice.
Like my life is a big lie created by my peers.
Like I am just a mannequin in this life.
People telling me what to do and when to do it.
People telling me what to dream, or what to think. It hurts.
What do I do? I'm feeling shadowed
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