Living in fear
The pressure
Wanting to give up
Crying all those tears

 Feeling like life
Is so unfair
Feeling like
No one cares

 Hurting beyond belief
Running from life itself
Not knowing if
There will be any relief

 Looking for someone
Who might give me love
Tired of being kicked
Beat, pushed, and shoved

 Not ever knowing
What tomorrow might bring
Never being happy
Not able to ever sing

 Picking your self up
Again you’ve been beat
This time not able to
Stand on your own two feet

 The struggles always
Continue to endure
Will you live or die
No longer sure

 You try to always
Hold up your head
But you can’t
Now wishing you were dead

 Trying to overcome
You keep falling on your face
Trying to get the courage to run
Anything to get out of this place

 You start to feel
You have drawn your last breath
When he stops on the
Road and tries to beat you to death

 Now you’ve lost all hope
And don’t think you will live
You’ve exhausted all efforts
Nothing inside left to give

 Looks like now you
Will lose your mind
The mountains too big
Too steep to climb

 No heart left
Feeling cold inside
Now comes the urge
To run and hide 

How could I possibly
Ever be able to survive
Wondering how you
Could still be alive

 What have they created
By putting you through hell
A total monster that
May never ever be well

 Someone who is now
Ready to kill
Anxious to now watch
Other people’s blood spill

 Confused, dazed
And completely crazed
When will you ever have
Some better days

 When this is over
Will I have any dignity left
Will in my right ear now
Always be forever deaf

 Will I be strapped
And unable to ever overcome
Or will he be right this time
I’ll always be stupid and dumb

 How will I ever be able
To contain all this anger
Will I always to myself
Be forever a STRANGER