Should I Stay

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    Should I Stay

    Humiliated as a child
    Beyond any and all belief
    Ran for help far and wide
    Found no one to believe

     Left Screaming
    In a pool of blood
    Held to standards
    I couldn’t get my head above

    Drowning constantly
    In pain and sorrow
    Looking like there
    Would be no tomorrow

     Constantly told
    I would always be a loser
    Choking on guilt
    From all my accusers

     A constant battle to survive
    Day by day by day
    Being pushed by pain
    Why should I stay

     Author: Rodney Timms
    February 2, 2012

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    immortal commented on Should I Stay

    04-26-2012

    i know how that is, its not until you become rich and important that they realize they screwed up. or until they are shoved into the situation themselves.

    Poetry is finer and more philosophical than history; for poetry expresses the universal, and history only the particular.

    Aristotle (384 BC-322 BC) Greek philosopher.

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