..Kill me gently..
..Kill me with love..
..Or kill me with hatred..
..Struck down from above..
..I feel like a puppet strung out on a line..
..Being forced to use scissors to cut down his life..
..I smile cause im forced to..
..I smile with glee..
..Im happy on the outside..
..Or at least what you see..
..Im a moster on the inside..
..Just trying to escape..
..Your a monster on the outside..
..I give what you take..
..My body's a jail cell for loathing and hate..
..Im a Criminal mastermind forced to stay straight..

..Every part of my body is controled by anouther..
..This person i hate..
..Is none but my mother..
..She tells me do this..
..She makes me do that..
I wish she'd just die!!!
"I want to tell her that.."
But i can't!.. I just sit here and rant!
Everything thats within me says shes holding me back!
I can't be myself if she controls where im at!
I hate church!
I hate family time even more!
Fuck that!
..I'll just sit in this Dark place that i call my mind..
..Shatterd and Hopeless..
..Waiting to Die..