Ghost Writer

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Ghost Writer

This old victorian mansion ~ has seen better days ... 
It's windows have all been painted shut.
The doors creak and the floors are cracked ~
So many projects ...
I just don't know where to start.
~ ~ ~
I decided to take a break ~ and collect my thoughts ...
To escape the pain and loneliness.
It wasn't always like this ~
So run down and cold ...
It was once filled with much happiness.
~ ~ ~
I grabbed my whiskey and shot glass ~ stumbled down to the den ...
At my desk - I rummage through drawers.
Looking for my link to sanity ~
My only saving grace ...
This journal and quilled pen I adore.
~ ~ ~
I start to write down my story ~ the words begin to bleed ...
Trickling drops from my memory.
Haunted by ghosts of the past ~
Overcome by my grief ...
Demons come alive - awaiting release.
~ ~ ~
The day that you died still haunts me ~ it viciously attacks ...
This pain is just so agonizing.
Another shot - my head hits the desk ~
The darkness evolves ...
It consumes and surrounds me.
~ ~ ~
The visions I see torment me ~ broken glass and blood ...
Dripping from the bedroom balcony.
You escaped the demons by running ~
Crashing through glass doors ..
Falling to your death in front of me.
~ ~ ~
Your escape has held me captive ~ forever lost in grief ...
There is nothing I can do but die.
I have no other reason to live~
Nothing more to give ...
Your death has taken away my life.
~ ~ ~ 
I woke up from the sunlight ~ shining in my eyes ...
To read the words that were before me.
The ink looked like dried blood drops ~
In writing not my own ...
It read - "Please love, Please forgive me"
~ ~ ~

This old victorian mansion ~
has seen better days ... 


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redbloodink commented on Ghost Writer

09-17-2010

Wow how intense of a write with a deep meaning of life and death and how we can choose life even if it seems like death would be better..... red

knight4696

09/18/2010

Thanks Red! :) I appreciate the read and your insightful comments. So happy you enjoyed! :) Ken

countrypoet commented on Ghost Writer

06-04-2010

Ken, A very interesting and haunting poem.The ending gives me chills.Very well written. Terry

knight4696

06/07/2010

Thanks again Terry for all your reads and comments .. I appreciate your reviews. This is my first attempt at "story/poem" writing. I am trying to incorporate more of these in my portfolio. I like the creativity and find it challenging to write. Thanks again! :) Ken

mustascheman commented on Ghost Writer

05-07-2010

What en eerie sadness this makes me feel! Very powerful stuff..I had a sinking feeling in my gut by the time I reached the end. SWEET NIPPLES this was good. I guess I should start paying more attention to your work..it does seem to have a linear vestige with my work. Great job.

knight4696

05/09/2010

Thanks Stash! :) I think we do have quite a bit in common with our writing styles. I guess we're kinda like, kindred spirits of sorts. I enjoy your works immensely. Thanks again for the read and comments my friend! Much appreciated! :) Ken

tierra7 commented on Ghost Writer

05-04-2010

Sir Knight- again, you blow me away with such incredible poetry ,you create w/your magical pen... you're like a distinctive chef preparin' the finest for his friends...this mansion you speak of ...sounds like one we have here locally ~smile~ you my sweet friend are a master Poet...well deservin' of a 10 + ...Blessings ! ..Tierra @}-'-,

knight4696

05/04/2010

Thanks T ~ you humble me so my friend! :) But I like it! lol! :) Thank you so much for the wonderful comments and 10! Much appreciated! :) Ken

CasimirJash commented on Ghost Writer

03-26-2010

you write such good poem...I feel inspired everytime I read one of your poems

knight4696

03/27/2010

Cas! Thank you so much for your wonderful comments! You humble me so ... I'm happy you find inspiration from my writes and I'm proud that you find them good enuff to do so! :) Thanks againmy friend! :) Ken

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